Lloyd久々の新譜。新譜発売の間までになにかあったのかな、かなり含みがちな内容。
[Intro]
I lost it all, my friends, my loved ones
友も愛した人も、すべて失った
But in life there’s always a chance to grow
それでも前を向くチャンスはいつでもある
From the struggle, from the pain, from the realness
あがいて、傷ついて、厳しい現実に直面しても
Here’s my story, Lloyd
僕に起きた話を歌おう
[Verse 1]
Hey world, yeah I know it’s been a while
ひさびさに人前に出てきた
Thought I’d come around to let you know what’s up now
一言を声をかけたいと思ったんだ
No album lately so my mind is kinda up, down
最近新譜も出してなくて、気分の浮き沈みが激しいし
I still been taking care of mama in the somehow
母親の看病も大変だけど
Disappeared from the scene and left my old team
シーンとチームからしばらく離れて
Had to find a new approach to an old dream
昔からの夢に近づく別の方法を見つけた
And it’s not to take a shot at my old team
前のチームで一発当てるんじゃなくてね
I just want you to see
ただ会いたい
[Chorus]
This is me so please accept me for who I am
ありのままの僕を受け入れて欲しい
And please accept me for what I do
僕がすることも受け入れて欲しい
I’m just doing everything that I can
出来る限りのことはしてる
Cause all I wanna be is true
だって真実にたどり着きたいから
So please accept me for who I am
And please accept me for what I do
Cause there’s no me without you
君無しで僕はないから
And all I wanna be is true
[Verse 2]
Apologies if I ever let you down
気に障ったのなら謝るよ
But so much shit done happen that it’s hard to talk about
話すのもツラいような、どうしようもないことがたくさんおきて
So many losses that my lawyer said don’t talk about it
弁護士が話したくなくなるような大損もした
Just had to breathe, keep it cool ‘til I can walk up out it
外に出ていけるまで落ち着いて考えた
Came home helped my sister raise a child
兄弟の子育てだって手伝った
Kinda hurt me cause I could of had my own now
自分にも子どもがいたから手伝わずにいられなかった
Lost my baby damn it’s really hitting home now
子ども失うってことは何もよりも辛い
I just had to learn
そこから学んだんだ
[Chorus]
This is me so please accept me for who I am
And please accept me for what I do
I’m just doing everything that I can
Cause all I wanna be is true
So please accept me for who I am
And please accept me for what I do
Cause there’s no me without you
And all I wanna be is true
[Bridge]
I look up to the sky, Lord why do I cry
空を見上げて神に叫んだ
When no one is looking, is the blame for this pain
誰も見てないなら、責めたっていいだろ
Even caused by the shame of this fame I’ve been given
あなたに与えられた成功のせいで起きたんだから
My pride don’t cause me to hide my true feelings
見栄や建前だけじゃこの気持ちをだませない
Cause I can only be real
ただ現実を見ないといけないから
Cause I can only be real
ただ現実を
[Chorus]
This is me so please accept me for who I am
And please accept me for what I do
I’m just doing everything that I can
Cause all I wanna be is true
So please accept me for who I am
And please accept me for what I do
Cause there’s no me without you
And all I wanna be is true
Alright, alright
And all I wanna be is true
Alright
And all I wanna be is true
And all I wanna be is true
Alright
And all I wanna be is true
